#mood stabilizer

[bunnylafee]

Thursday January 25th

I got to see my girlfriend today. That made me incredibly happy. We got to talk and catch up and cuddle and stuff. Made me fall in love with her all over again. Just such a simple thing. It wasn't a long time but then again I could hang out with her for like 3 days and I don't think it would be enough.

I'm still adjusting to coming off of my mood stabilizer. I'm now getting side effects from my anti-depressants that was suppressed due to the mood stabilizer. Everything has just been .. alot. I have all these raw feelings and emotions I'm not use to having. It's hard to regulate my emotions sometimes. I just keep reminding myself that hopefully I'll even out eventually, this is temporary and my brain is just getting use to not having that chemical anymore.

Sometimes it feels like my brain is jumbled and bouncing around my skull while my nervous system is a blaze with anxiety and has gone haywire. So many conflicting emotions too. I'm just so very tired. The insomnia is slowly creeping back in while also just being so tired all the time and constantly trying to take naps and failing.

[mental-illness-bingo]

Lamictal hate post it works so well but it is disgusting and it never wants to swallow right so I have to taste it and *every single day* I feel weird for like an hour and a half before I am supposed to take it.

Like this little bitch of a pill not only does all of that but it has the nerve to *work* really well so there is no justification to not take it.

I love how it makes me feel but it hurts me in the process.

(Tw dark humor, I am a relationship abuse victim)

I am in an abusive relationship with lamictal send help/joking

[lonespektr]

Zapped by my menses i utilized my limited energy to make a chocolate syrup mood stabilizer.

Why did I make a gold?

🤷🏾‍♀️

[mintyeggs]

@potato-lord-but-not its the je ne sais quoi that comes with dumpster diving

also i love your arthur so much though!!!!! he is very hot and deserves all the love in the world. i would like to dress him up in an expensive suit and serve him coffee

[svdaily]

[wis-art]

little comic i made based on this ask @scyrus42 sent me

[ghostgoing]

Thought: The Fenton Kids Have CPTSD

One of the causes of CPTSD is being in a situation where you felt unsafe for extended periods of time. For example, living in a house with bad lab safety and food that attacks you. Danny also has the additional factor of Vlad.

sometimes, when you’re a person with CPTSD, you don’t want to get until the full story of what happened. Hence, when one of the kids is telling one of the batkids about their experience, they just say “my parents had an unsecure lab in the basement of our house, and it made things kind of stressful, but they’re doing better“

Does they’re doing better mean they’re dead? Or maybe they’re in jail? Or did they *clutches pearl necklace* learn lab safety?

not really noticing the batkid’s horror, the Fenton kid continues “Anyway, that’s why I’m super stressed all the time, because one of the symptoms of CPTSD is feeling like you’re in danger all the time“

Cue batkid internally freaking out being like “oh my God we all have CPTSD?“

The answer is yes, by the way.

Luckily, Danny happens to know a great psychologist…

[anteroom-of-death]

Why does this man have Aubreys literal ozempic meds on the cover???

[catacoves]

quick sketch from twitter of a batman 66 scene (insp scene below). this show is really really good guys

[muzsmocsing]

Let's recap chapter 1 of SVSSS book 3 because I'm ✨overwhelmed✨

Mushroom man and heterosexual extraordinaire Shen Qingqiu gets dragged into the demon realm by ex student/pseudo adoptive son/now love interest Luo Binghe.

He's imprisoned in a house modeled after the one in Binghe's last year of happiness, and gets told he shall never leave again.

Binghe cooks him a fantastic dinner.

Shang Qinghua pops by to say "good luck with the gay shit dawg but that is not my problem lmao".

Binghe confesses his feelings and SQQ responds with just "be fr. and get it together."

They start fighting and when Binghe almost moans at SQQ beating him proper he starts to ponder his pedagogical failures.

Luo Binghe shreds SQQ's clothes (AGAIN???) and almost assaults him, only being interrupted by a migraine of biblical proportions.

Which is apparently caused by him being soul snatched into his old body????

Leaving the fungal vessel to decay, like those champignons in the back of the fridge you promised yourself to use up, in the arms of the already very mentally unstable Luo Binghe, who will definitely process this sudden turn of events in a healthy, reasonable way.

[raymoo--hackery]

For the past few days, I've been drawing this Hifuu Signalis AU I've concocted. Renko is Elster and Merry is Ariane :)

[bunnylafee]

Last few days I've felt like a emotional rollercoaster. One minute I'm fine the next I'm down. No real highs anymore. Melancholy at best.

I think I've been sleeping ok, not entirely sure. I sometimes wake up feeling tired still. That sucks and is kinda within normal range for me.

I've been dealing with some interesting issues of coming off the mood stabilizer. I just woke up and feels like I could use a nap already.

Hopefully I'll get some content done for my OF before the end of the month so I can start that in February.

[chelsiegeorgia]

Bunch of doodles from the weekend

[this-is-chaos-magick]

Stephen: "Wanda your children aren't real"

Her Honest Reaction:

[svdaily]

[caramelcactus]

Thinking about how my Michael can do both “badass bully everyone fears in school” and “protective older brother”